2021.10.22 16:42 cotton-seed-oil Does anyone else no longer identify with their birth name or childhood self?
The kid I used to be? That girl is not me. It legitimately feels like she was a different person.
I have her memories, but I do not understand her emotions in them. I cannot understand how—or why—someone would be that lighthearted or cheerful. I cannot understand how she was so trusting and optimistic.
My mother has made it clear that I am no longer her beautiful, amazing daughter. I know she wants that child back. She thinks I stole that girl from her. I do not know how to explain that the girl is dead—and my mother was the one who killed her.
In one of my classes, there is another person with my name, so I go by a nickname. Today, my teacher joked about how, when he was writing comments for our mid-semester report card, he almost used my nickname instead of my birth name. When he said that, I realized how much I want that name to stay a secret from my mother. I hate the idea of her using that name against me.
I am not the same as the child who once lived in my skin. I hate it when anyone brings her up. I am someone with a different personality and a different name. Can anyone else relate?
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2021.10.22 16:42 jujubeeee23 Schedule for 18 month old
Hi All, I’m curious to know what schedule you follow for your 18 month old, give or a take a couple months. What does your schedule look like, or what wake windows are you following, and how much total sleep are you aiming for?
My daughter is 18 months and for the last few weeks she’s been waking up in the middle of the night after EXACTLY 3 hours of sleep. Sometimes she goes back down easily, other times she takes an hour or so of crying to get back to sleep. I’m wondering if this is a schedule thing on my part. She wakes at 7:30, nap is from 12:30-2:15, and then asleep between 8:15-8:30. I feel like this should be spot on as far as wake windows go, but maybe I’m missing something. She’s averaging about 12.5 hours of sleep, which seems right to me.
She has no problem falling asleep on her own for nap and bedtime. I’m just so confused about what would trigger a wakeup after 3 hours of sleep. And why it seems to be difficult for her to get back to sleep after this wakeup.
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2021.10.22 16:42 theconfuserx3 Need recommendations for a wired gaming headset that has mic monitoring
I am looking for a wired gaming headset that has mic monitoring for my ps5. My first headset I ever used 10 years ago had mic monitoring, which I didn't even know was a feature back then. Ever since then, if I ever use a headset without being able to hear myself when I'm talking, it is super uncomfortable and somehow gives me a headache from hearing my voice being muffled.
I've pretty much just been buying the same headset over again after it breaks, but it's gotten to the point where you can only buy it refurbished from turtle beach's website. This is the headset I've been using: https://www.turtlebeach.com/products/recon-60p-refurbished-headset-white?_pos=3&_sid=2559204c8&_ss=r
It's only $20, but comes out to $30 after shipping. I was hoping someone could point me in the direction of some newer wired headsets that have mic monitoring, because after doing some digging it seems that it is kind of a hard feature to narrow down, and a lot of the higher-priced headsets don't have it.
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2021.10.22 16:42 aznmango8 [WTS] PADS Sacai Waffle Varsity Blue, sz 9.5, $580 PRICE DROP
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2021.10.22 16:42 SertOfpie great silent nerf. Now we cant use reduced souls with auras
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2021.10.22 16:42 CloudDancingTN WSIB Cyberpunk 2077, Metro Saga Bundle, RE3 Remake, Dead Island Collection, Blair Witch, Call of Cthulhu, Dead Space, or The Beast Inside.
Looking into purchasing some of the mentioned games to play while I'm on sabbatical from the meat grinder. Halloween is coming up so possibly something spooky. Love narrative driven and immersive games. Deus Ex, KOTOR, Vice City, and Morrowind are some of my favorite games for context. Love Silent Hill 2 and RE 7 also. I've been looking at the above mentioned games for awhile, but I've hesitated on each one for some reason or another. Which is worth a purchase and which should I forget about? Thank you for your suggestions.
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2021.10.22 16:42 hannananabatman I just got a shower chair and its life changing.
Just.. wow. I can shower without getting exhausted. I throughly recommend getting one thats tall enough youre not squatting and nice and wide and has a backrest. Stools were not any better than standing, tbh.
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2021.10.22 16:42 Doctor-Happy Honest question here: should I sell the gold metal cards from the Celebrations UPC?
I was able to get a UPC box from my LCS late last night. They had three available. I figure these will be printed into the future. The metal cards are selling for a combined $250 right now. Seems crazy not to sell.
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2021.10.22 16:42 haughtshot7 One week of being off Lorazepam .5mg per day- I have no appetite?
Nothing sounds good, I feel nauseous and if i even taste food I feel like I’m going to throw up. My blood sugar is so low I can barely get out of bed. It’s been 5 days and I’ve only eaten half an apple and some goldfish. What do I do??
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2021.10.22 16:42 cyberTenzin Check out my awesome Batman comic collection.
2021.10.22 16:42 Corn_11 Turns out some isolated tribe in the amazon was right about religion and you are all going to hell. The thing is, everyones hell is specifically tailored to them. Where do you end up?
2021.10.22 16:42 heavensPiercer Nemo - King Valley 55 (some of the most underrated and beautiful shoegaze)
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2021.10.22 16:42 WarHasChanged76 Just found this in a vender for 10k
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2021.10.22 16:42 imprintent ALESSO & MARSHMELLO SHARE BREATHTAKING STRIPPED VERSION OF “CHASING STARS FEAT. JAMES BAY”
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2021.10.22 16:42 Cryptic_R New logo for wpw?
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2021.10.22 16:42 unfortunately_magda me_irl
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2021.10.22 16:42 HeepsterJeepster My elephants foot isn't doing too good. Its soil is always damp no matter how long it is since I watered it, but it also is slowly wilting. In addition it also has some small black dots on the leaves. I don't know what to do, place help.
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2021.10.22 16:42 GTAclipster Bamboozled!
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2021.10.22 16:42 Snitchin4Funzies our entire team needs to be executed
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2021.10.22 16:42 Bugs2020 Accidentally overpaid??
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2021.10.22 16:42 twitchy_pixel Kniggit The Unquenchable
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2021.10.22 16:42 GunnitRust Looking for new-to-me bullets to try .303epps, .35Rem, .38s, and pistol HPs.
I've been buying the same bullets and loads for a long time. I wanted to see what you guys recommend/use for a few things I'm changing up.
2021.10.22 16:42 MrKamran243 Malignant (2021 film)
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2021.10.22 16:42 Used_String4856 Investigators needed to assist with human trafficking case
2021.10.22 16:42 ZoolShop Arsenal vs Aston Villa LIVE! Premier League
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